I am beginning this blog more for myself than anything else.  I feel like the only way to overcome and grow from what I am going through is to write about it.  I don't know if this is anything anyone else will read but that is okay. 

We all have fears but the hardest thing is when one of those fears becomes reality.  This is what happened to me a few months ago.  I called this blog walking in faith because through this journey that is all I have been able to do, walk in faith.  Faith that I will heal (physically and emotionally), Faith that we will have a healthy pregnancy and baby, Faith that God is walking beside me and keeping me strong.  The reason I am able to walk in this Faith is because of what I felt that horrible day. 

After hearing such bad news I was able to sit in my kitchen and I felt peace, I felt calm.  Most of all I felt that God was sitting next to me with His arm around me.  I felt so strongly that this will pass, we will have another blessing and everything will be healthy.  I truly believe that we will have another baby soon, I truly believe that we will have a healthy pregnancy and I won't be afraid.  I believe I will look at my growing belly with anticipation not anxiety.  I believe that when God knows I am ready I will have a healthy pregnancy and healthy baby. 

I may be scared now but I am growing.  I will not give into defeat.  We serve an amazing, all powerful God through whom ALL things are possible.  I will hold the answer to my prayers in my arms.  I just need to believe and walk in Faith.